WHAT?!! A BLOG??!

Sooo, it seems everyone is blogging these days. I thought to myself, well, let's go there. see what happens. Very new to this, so bear with me. What will I blog about? Probably whatever happens to be in my head at any given moment, which can get quite bizzare. Sooo, here goes nothing in particular...follow if you can!  Tonite just got a bit 'o the buzz, listening to some music, watching the ole man learn to play the guitar along with the music. I feel happy. Happy to be home. Happy to be writing nothing, glad for the buzz, and doing something I usually don't do, which is looking back, wondering how in the h did i come to this. Just an old hippie, hit with a second husband, three sons by my first, 10 grandkids, two of whom just left after checking out the new puppies...somewhat disabled, feeling every year of it, and it shows! What the f?!!??? Who would of thought? Certainly not me...life just started happening, and not in any way I had ever imagined! or wanted...But here I am, just me, living it all. I went from being a good girl, to rebelling against that! to hitch-hiking the country, meeting other hippies, and partying so much I can't even remember it all, to an old before my time grandmother who still likes to burn...even after my heart let me know I WAS going to pay for it all, and the rest of me felt it needed to demonstrate just what that kind of life did to me. Whew! I told you I don't usually look back, partly because I forget half of it, partly because I don't want to remember some of the things I have done, and partly from the fear of knowing who I really am...you know? So maybe I'll use this blog to give an account of myself, just me, just so you'll know how I got here...and some of you may even see a bit 'o yourselves occasionally, God help you....Let the adventure begin!